twenty eight & blessed

My birthday was a few days ago. It was a hard one. Not really because of the age I have reached. In fact, I think 28 sounds so "wise" and "put together." I hope I can live up to that standard. *grin* I suppose it was hard because of where I am at this point in my life. Or actually where I am NOT???

Don't get me wrong, I LOVE my life. But lately I have started realizing my life doesn't look alot like the average 28 year old. I'm not married and don't have kids. No mortgage and as of a few months ago, no lifelong career established. In fact, I am working out the details to hopefully leave the country in a few months and even possibly start school in the Fall.

Its funny to recall my thoughts 10 years ago when I was an ever-so-wise 18 year old getting ready to head off to college. I had my life planned out. Married by 23, kids by 25. Did I mention how I was going to make millions immediately after graduating from college?? Oh how reality hit hard and God completely destroyed my plans that were simply that - MY PLANS!!

I am grateful for where I am now. I am excited about the passions and desires He has placed in my heart. As I reflect on this past year, bittersweet memories rush to my mind. It was a tough year, but those months allowed for precious times with my Savior. I am closer to my family than ever before and am fortunate for all of the genuine moments I have gotten to share with them. I am breathing air that I do not deserve. I have more people that love me unconditionally than I can count. I am so blessed and am thankful for the 28 years that I have been given. I can't wait to see all the amazing things that this year holds!!!

I voted...

I voted early a few days ago. I can't say I had a great feeling as I stuck my ballot in the machine. I didn't feel very educated or informed on the state candidates. I even attempted to research each candidate and what they stood for...not much luck.

I CAN say I didn't break the ballot machine this time, which is a huge improvement from the previous election. I brought my sister along in case another humiliating situation arose.

It was pretty exciting seeing so many people in line to vote! I know I often take voting for granted, when there are many people in other countries that don't have this choice...

I wonder what it would look like if a candidate would do something amazing with the money raised, rather than waste it on advertising costs and trashing their opponent...just a thought. I also wonder what the outcome would be if the election was decided by poplular vote rather than the electoral college??

Tuesday will be interesting... Thank goodness God is on His throne and already knows what the outcome will be!!